《季鸟》

冬季换春季，飞雪换樱花

沙漏里的细沙曾几何时已滴尽

聚集一起的故事还处在第一章

却像是季鸟回巢的时刻

谁也无法留住谁

季鸟一飞不回头

那并不是冷血无情没心没肺

而是努力的压抑着伤感与不舍

留下最坚强的一面

至少记忆中的季鸟很坚强

可知下一站归何家

会快乐幸福舒服自在吗

切勿忘了这曾经是你的家

累了就哼气了就骂悲了就哭乐了就笑

至少你还可以从中取暖

成长中的季鸟呀

飞行航道充满障碍拦阻

许多次会撞伤翅膀

决对别让此伤把你瘫痪了

再痛也得坚忍到终点

季鸟

可否奢望再次相遇

不知那是的你变了多少

只希望你幸福快乐

那我就别无所求

李思莹（李白的后裔）

Our last dinner at Grandma's Kitchen with Coyin.
Goodbye Coyin, and take good care of yourself wherever you go to.
That's a poem I wrote early in the morning when I thought of you, about to leave us in few days time. 

100 bet

I will not, I shall not

I'll stand firm unmovable

Holding onto my principle

Unless you change

HuaXi Cup 2012 Spring

Even I wonder, since when I become a football fans. Almost every matches, you will see Envira standing there, supporting the players regardless of which team they belong to. Somehow, spectating sport competition is equable to involving in it, as your emotion and tension follow the flow of the situation on field. The obvious difference could be the energy consumption. Still, I'll prefer to have myself involve in the competition. Of course not football, i don't even know how to kick. It will always be badminton that I'm interested in. =)

Cheering team

1st year vs united
2 : 2

PG vs 2nd year
4 : 3

This is going to be a great year for me

As a medic student, my life seem pretty relaxing since I still have spare time to involve myself in other activities like fellowship and church. Recently, I signed up as a volunteer for the house riding therapy lead by my church sister to help the disable kids to slowly recover or getting better from the illness that they are suffering from.

My lovely Saturday morning started off with my volunteer work's training at the outskirt which is 30minutes drive from town. Just to remind you if you didn't know, I'm anti-pets. But this is really an exceptional case since I have to build up the relationship with horse before ordering it. So surprisingly, horse become the first animal I have to approach and be friend. Imaging I was brushing, cleaning, feeding, leading and riding. What a big gap I had crossed!

Kathleen, our head and Nora

Taking a memorable photo with the 4yrs old Blackie. Well, Blackie is really a naughty lazy horse for me.

Wong and our horse trainer, Sarah

We all get to ride on the horse like that, which is how our horse riding therapy is going to look like. One person leading the horse, two people walking at the sides protecting and the child will sit on the horse. =)

It was really an awesome first time experience with horses. While riding on the horse for the first time, I felt myself being swung slightly from side to side like a pendulum bulb as the back leg muscles of the horse moved. The first thing I did was to cast off my fear and try to relax by having more faith in the horse. Well, I just miraculously balanced myself on the horse's back like that.

Of course, we were trained to help the disable children and I had heard a lot of slight recovery resulted from this therapy. According to Kathleen, riding horse is like standing on a house with both your legs hanging straight down at the two sides of the horse. With that, it somehow brings alone the rider to move their legs according to the flow of motion of the horse walking. This really helps a lot in loosening the tight thigh muscle.

At the end of the morning session, I just smelled like a horse!

Anyway, we still managed to rush back home for our fellowship. We were so blessed to have one aunty from Taiwan to have a small sharing and bible study with us today. Somehow, through her, God revealed me more things. She said, I'm blessed with the gift of healing. The power of healing which is needed by this people I am with currently, to play out the role as a seed in this province. God has been continuously revealing me a lot of things within this two months and I really thank God for all that he had shown to me through people around me. Still, I will continue to pray for sharp ears and may God reveal me more things that I should know.

Another great news! I was cheering happily when I know that the aunty is going to have a revolution concert with the help from Taiwanese artist (like JJ, F.I.R. and etc.) in my place in December if everything works according to plan. Under my request, the aunty is going to help me to ask Fan Fan and Hei Ren to join in. That's so awesome! That will probably be my first concert if I'm able to join. I would be more than wiling to offer myself as the backstage helper. Haha.. Hopefully I get to know a korean who knows SNSD one day. XD

Greater things are yet to come

Greater things are still to be done in this city

Depend On God...Faith like Jeremy Lin

If you had read my previous post, you probably know that I was pacing the floor, earnestly seeking from an answer from God. I knelt down, facing the wall and prayed sincerely, asking God to reveal me the thing that I had done wrong and also for a pair of ears that are able to recognize His voice.

Minutes later, I was trying to revise but couldn't move into my study mood and nothing seems to be absorbed into my mind. Instead of wasting my time starring at the same page, I reached my laptop, tried to find something to do and then, I remembered the link of Jeremy Lin's faith given by friend that I have not read. 

While reading a certain part, I was actually laughing and tearing at the same moment. I am not sure if that's really what God wanted to reveal to me, but it just got me to a sense of shouting out BINGO!

Unlike Jeremy who lift up all the glory to God, I'm probably too concern about self-glory. Compete to win, so that I'll be lifted up high with pride. My failure in becoming top in my first semester doesn't really teach me to step back and rely on God. Instead, it rekindle the dirty oil in me to prove people how smart I could have been. Nothing more than self, self, self, SELF!

I wonder if that's the reason why I hardly move into study mood all these days. Perhaps, it's a warning from God to stop me, and let me realize the right motive behind study is for His glory not mine. I should really really lean on Him.

After reading Jeremy's faith, I have seen how God has perfectly planned his life. He said, if he was given a chance to return to his highschool, he wouldn't worry this much but enjoy as much as possible because God has a perfect plan in him. I believe, this plan doesn't limited to him alone but for whoever who believes. 

Proverbs 3:5-6

TRUST in the Lord with all your heart,

not lean on your own understanding;

in all ways acknowledge Him,

and He will make your path straight.

It's similar to Facing The Giant, but I have never really get the real message from the story until today.  "I want God to bless this team so much people will talk about what He did. But it means we gotta give Him our best in every area. And if we win, we praise Him. And if we lose, we praise Him. Either way we honor Him with our actions and our attitudes. So I'm askin' you... What are you living for? I resolve to give God everything I've got, then I'll leave the results up to Him. I want to know if you'll join me. " 

- Facing the Giant (2006)-

Aint abot how high i'll achieve 

But as long as I give in my best

By faith it shall be accomplished

And it'll not be judged by win or lose

Depend On God

There's one thing she said to me, that keep bothering me to ponder over it. God through her revealed to me 3 words (she was told while she was praying for me), DEPEND ON GOD. She said I'll suffer from a certain fall in my life for I'm being too stubborn holding on a certain thing too tightly, but I couldn't come up with the idea which thing was the thing mentioned. The "fall" mentioned somehow scared me too. How I wish God talks to me directly.

God, reveal me the truth
I ask for a pair of ears that recognize your voice

such a nice date 22/02/12

Acts of kindness

This afternoon after my morning class, I helped my friend to become the temporary tour guide to bring her family to a shopping hot-spot (I was about to go there too). I have to admit that it was really tiring especially for a lousy shopper like me, but I did enjoyed the moment helping, chatting and accompanying them.

After that, we went separate way back home. I went into the bus but the bus driver doesn't want to accept my big note. While i was scratching my head, busy asking around the passengers in the bus for small notes, a middle aged lady touched my shoulder and passed me 2RMB. That 2RMB probably doesn't worth much but at that moment of time, it meant a lot. I could do nothing more than sincerely thank her.

On the same day, when I was queuing up in a grocery store with one hand carrying 4L mineral water and the other hand holding my milk, the security guard at the front door came to me and offered himself to carry the heavy water. The only respond I was able to give was, "wow, thanks!"

These continuous little kindness somehow give me a warm feel and a smile plus a realization that the world ain't all filled with heartless people. So spread this chain of kindness around.

Let this little kindness begins from you today. :)