Longest Cycling Journey

Thornton and Jared came to my house this morning with their mountain bikes and wore like professionals. Whereas, I took out a road bike which is foldable, has small tyres so that it can be easily carried and an annoying bell like selling vegetables. It's okay, I look cute on it.

We moved from my house to sunny hill to enjoy the ice-cream first. The ice-cream over there taste super nice. It melted right after entering my mouth and cooled me internally. Then, we cycled all our way to BDC. It's to my conscious that heading to BDC must pass through the busy main road with many cars passing by. This idea scared me at first because I seldom ride bicycle and neither did I ever ride out to main road. It sounded dangerous. But with two of them guiding me and Jared riding on my small bike (OMG! He looks so funny), we managed to reach BDC for bowling. This is also my very first time to play bowling and it's amazing that I got the second place and defeated Jared. Muahahaha! And Thornton was the winner who scored so many marks more than us. (I bet he trained secretly) But, I got my thumb injured. I believe that is when bad luck started to clung on me. My thumb eventually bleed and I pasted plaster in order to continue my game. As I threw the ball, my plaster flew out to the lane too. So, I stepped onto the lane to take back my plaster. Swoop...The next second, I was lying on the lane. I never knew that they put oil on the lane! That's so embarrassing. As it's approaching 1 o'clock, we made our way back and arrived at Jared's house to rest. At that time, I was already completely exhausted. Jared then pour us Ribena. As He was pouring, the cap of the container opened and the water splashed on the table. I couldn't stop myself but laughing at him. Then, I felt my pants got wet and realized that the Ribena that he splashed on the table flowed to my side. At that moment, all the laughter were no longer because of splashing but wetting my pants. 

Due to lack of exercise, I had bad muscle endurance and my legs and hands were jelly like after I cycled for that long distance. After bath, I was so tired that I slept for hours. Even after I woke up, I still feel powerless. I had been sleeping too often these two days.

I'm darkie!!!

A timely gift

Well, that was exactly the title of the post in Star newspaper where you can see my face. It was really kind of awkward when they came my house and asked me to join my family taking photo for Star front page just before I left to Santubong. (for more information, check out on the newspaper)

24 Dec 2010
As we drove into Santubong resort, the resort was surprisingly quiet and only countable cars can be seen at the parking lots. This place seemed like it had been forgotten by people. Even the lobby and the cafeteria were empty. This might sound creepy.
After settling down all the luggages, I changed into my swimsuit and dipped into the freezing cold swimming pool. The effect of the wind blowing wildly at the same time made me tremble with cold. As time past, I finally get through with it. All I did were only dipping in water as I have no idea how to swim. I did tried and ended up hearing laughter from my family. I told you I don't know how to swim! But, I wasn't willing to give in that easily. I tried a few times and the more I tried the longer the distance I go with my one breathe. I learned the basic learning skill

chop heads off!

Night, my mom prepared steamboat for us. That's supper delicious Christmas Eve meal and I ate a lot more than my normal consuming quantity. I opened out my biscuit box while watching the TV channel. It was out of my prediction that my biscuit just finished within one day and finally, I heard my brother's compliment. I thought they don't like it.
I shared bed with my youngest sister that night and I have no idea why she kept glue to me. She asked me to brush teeth with her, sleep beside her and even waited me to sleep when I was so into reading--The Last Song by Nicholas Spark. The setting of the romance story of the book is at the beach which some how made me wondered if the same thing in the story will happen to me in actual life. Vacation, a hot guy, crush, date...

25 Dec 2010
I woke up in the midnight by my annoying Christmas message ringtone and realized that I didn't even do my countdown. I always sleep like a pig when people were doing countdown. Finally, it's Christmas!
I let my brother and sister to have the buffet breakfast as I had tried it before though I couldn't recall how all the food taste like but they came back with super bad comments.
It will be weird if you go to beach without stepping out to the beach. That is exactly the thought that I'm holding on but not my eldest sister. Yea, I was finding somebody to accompany me but luckily I have my brother who is also interested to go. Not long after my brother and I stepped out of the hotel room, not even reaching the beach, it started to rain and we have no choice but made our way back home. Then we went down to swim together under the rain which only last for 5 minutes. The scorching hot sun took over the clouds' play and radiated heats. I was completely a darkie when I came out from the pool. The sun left no mercy to me and burned my skin until hot red, making the outline of the swimsuit obvious. I still remembered that I constantly removed my goggles and raised my face up so that I won't become a superman by having two colours on my face--the region under the goggles with lighter colour, the region outside with darker colour.
After that, I went to the beach with my brother again. From far I can hear the sound of the wave calling me. As I ambled toward the sea, the wind came touching my face and brushing my hair, letting my hair dancing wildly in the air. This is the nature I love so much and indeed a panoramic and enchanting view. The idea of making snowman by using sand then struck me. I thought it's really impossible.

Sand man

On the way going back to the hotel, I realized how jam the traffic was and how long the queue were which made a contrast with the day I entered here. Noises are heard everywhere. Doesn't matter beach or swimming pool or even the lobby, all were filled with people. Maybe they too want to spend their Christmas night here.

Crowded

26 Dec 2010
Supposedly, my mom and my dad should be the one who go for the buffet breakfast but she went home on 25 Dec. So, I went early around 6.15am with my dad to the restaurant. The food there were lack of variety but honestly, it wasn't as bad as what my siblings complained.I have only limited time to enjoy as we have to rush back to church early that morning for our (three of us) baptise ceremony. After the Sunday service, I'll be leaving to Matang Wildlife for church camp. Wow! Tired!

Christmas Cookies

Christmas, is always the day I'm looking forward and the day I love most throughout the whole year, among all the other festivals. And today, I suddenly have this baking hormone rush to urge me to bake cookies. So, I just chose a recipe I found from magazine for Christmas and had my dad to buy me some of the ingredients need including mix fruits. Well, I don't actually like it very much but I just follow the recipe. Although I did cut down the quantity of sugar used, the cookies still taste sweet for me. I gathered all the cookies and realized that I baked a lot. I suddenly questioned myself why do I baked in the first place. Thinking back, perhaps it's the Christmas spirit rather than baking hormones (no such thing) that is burning wildly within me. With cookies and some soda, I believe I'll have a perfect Christmas eve at the beach. I can also try to put cookies for Santa this year. It's only the tradition that I followed because I never believed in the existence of Santa. Somehow, I can hear the Jingle bells ringing and the Christmas songs playing to break the silence of the night and bring a sense of peace and shalom.

Mincemeat Cookies

Look good, smell good.
Has the ability to cause people droll

Anyway, I have to thank my little sister, Grace at the age of 7 who is so willing to help me. I ordered her to do this and that and she did all perfectly with her tiny hands. Without her, I could have be still baking alone now. 

I wish to celebrate Christmas and playing snow at the same time.

Sibu Trip

16 Dec 2010

We left house around 11am and arrived Sibu around 5pm. All I did in the long journey was only eat, sleep, see and pee.
At night, my youngest uncle treat us dinner at Zhong Chu. Well, the dishes here are delicious but the price here are kinda costly. 

17 Dec 2010

In the afternoon, we went to 3rd Aunty's house to have lunch together. After that, most of my time are spent in front of the rectangular screen. There, I completed 公主嫁到 and started watching 蒲松龄. All these are Cantonese drama. 

Oh, I also played toys with my little cousins.

game...

18 Dec 2010

San Yang Da Sha

Mee Tree XD

We spent the whole afternoon shopping. Haha. Mom was surprisingly generous so I begged over almost everything I want but for sure, she wont allow all. Anyway, she bought me my own swimsuit (yay, time to learn swimming!).

Finally persuaded my mom to buy me this special shampoo for coloured hair under Lilian recommendation. 

Then, we went to Sibu Festival at the opposite of San Yang Da Sha. Compare to Kuching Festival, Kuching Festival is much more interesting and has more types of food than Sibu Festival.

This is the ONLY famous stall.
You need to take numbers and queue up to buy it.

This is it!
Fish ball with meat inside
Not bad

19 Dec 2010

 Morning, we went to Sibu Market. The market was crowded with people. There are stalls selling various things rom fresh vegetables, meats and fruits to can foods and to toys.

Mom and Granny buying Mian Sien

Cha Zhu Mee...RM5

Kam Pua...RM2.20

Just after one hours, my uncle lead us to another place to take lunch. Wait, I just had my breakfast one hour ago! That's why I didn't order.

Happy Hours Cafe
(Self Service cafe)

Tom Yam Mee

Fu Chou Mee (forgot the name)

Kueh Tiao with Samba

My mom was kind of worry that we will get some mental disability after sitting in front of the computer for so hours and kept complaining boring, so she bought us to Shi San Garden in the evening.
Just when we arrived there, the sky seemed to be cloudy. My parents take care of all the small kids whereas my brother and I went up hills to take photos. Ouh, bad luck. The camera's battery went flat. Minutes later, the sky started to pour down droplets of water in ascending speed. We have no other choices but to make our way back home.

20 Dec 2010

Morning,we went to Everwin (at Bus Terminal area). According to my mom, Everwin is famous with fresh vegetables and fruits.

Back home, I started watching Japanese movies. OMG, this movie is supper funny.

Nodami Cantabile

Oh handsome and cutie

In the evening, I suggested to go back to Shi San Garden for phototaking before dinner with my 4th uncle's family.

I dare not to walk. My legs and hands were shaking before I took another step forward.

Dinner
Oh nice food and the price is reasonable

This photo looks like after photoshop but it's actually original photo.
We both climbed up the fence and asked my dad to help us take.

21 Dec 2010

We wake up at 6am and left my granny's house at 7.30am. Again, Granny was crying. Saying goodbye is always something hard.

This is probably the last time we stay at here, Granny's old house

Every night, I hardly fall into sleep as I missed my bed. The smell of the Wen Xiang to scare away mosquitoes caused me hardly sleep because I felt like smelling smokes from cigarette and got suffocated. There are also one morning when my mom forced me to wake up and I stood up angrily and knocked my head against the low ceiling. Every afternoon, I have to chase cats out of the kitchen. I even stepped on two cats when I walked in the house without looking at the floor. Well, I had great memories at the old house. The old house might not be any comfortable place to stay but at least, it gave me a sense of "back to kampung".

But, they are moving into a new house soon. No more kampung life! I bet I'll miss it.

New Semi-D house. 

A night to remember

Hah! 15 Dec 2010. Exactly ten days before the actual date of Christmas. Of course, the very reason I run this party on this particular date is because I wont be free after this date (kinda selfish). Well, there's nothing more to say other than concluding this night as a wonderful nostalgia night at Million A.

Before we went to the party, Lil and I went to shop to buy Liese Bubble Hair Colour which cost RM38 in the market. At least it's cheaper than the cost to dye your hair in the salon but as for the quality, I couldn't guarantee anything yet as I just used it. According to my friend, the colour will become more obvious after washed for several times.

Marshmallow brown

Cassie Berry

After we bought it, we went to Khai's house to have our virgin hair dyed together. I had Khai to help me whereas Lil had Chin Woon to help her. I dyed twice. First time I used my marshmallow brown then the second time, I used Lil's leftover Cassie Berry to dye the lower part of my hair. Of course, the colour doesn't turn out to be what we expected. Lil's hair remained black but it seems to be brown under light. Mine changed into golden brown and the colour focused on the top of my hair. Well, it seemed to be like my hair took a more obvious changes than others. I think it depends on the hair.
Honestly, I do feel slightly uncomfortable and dizzy with chemicals pour on my head.

See, the brownish colour. Now more obvious. Ohohoho
BUT
This effect can only be seen with the aid of light

5sc1...nearly all attended

Graduated! 

The dishes here are kind of costly and tasted normal. After enjoying dinner, we had our free time. We(some) went down to the fish pond to have our legs massage but there are only countable fishes in the pond and our feet were not entertained. Some were playing the block game crazily with evil punishment. They had a mixture of all kind of drinks, soups and sources. God bless those who drank it. HAHA! We then moved into slot 3 that was the card writing plus cards giving part and we have to read out the wishes aloud. Followed by the Christmas Songs singing part lead by Ewen. We hugged and laughed together. Some even jump here and there until the workers down there came up to advice us not to. See, how naughty these people are. The workers even took our photos and asked for our permission to post on their Facebook page. Don't be surprise if you see our photos. Overall, we made this gathering a night to remember.

Tempted? Like those high class menu but if you know the ingredients, I bet you'll vomit. *PUNISHMENT DRINKs*

Fish spa

This group of friends are really nice to hang out with. We do crazy stuff together and it was laughter that I heard that night. It's my pleasure to get to know everyone of them.

Actually, I planned to download the Vit C's song but something went wrong with the download. I planned to make people cry. I know how evil is this but you barely see people crying right?

Thank to Matt especially for assisting me.

Thank to Ewen for leading the Christmas song.

Thank to Leong and Sarah for helping me to calculate money.

(The total was RM577.30...collecting money is not easy man)

Thank to Khai for helping me to dye my hair and also drive us there.

Thank to everyone who shown up and to spare their precious time with us tonight.

I just Love this photo so much!!!
But
It doesn't look nice if I crop out Eric's face XD
Ah...original is the best!!!
[Shi Fu and Tu Di]

My December

1. SPM [Add Math]
2. SPM [Physics]
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. SPM [Chemistry]
7. MY BIRTHDAY!
8. SPM [Biology]
9. -
10. -
11. -
12. -
13. SPM [Art]
14. SPM [BC]
15. 5sc1 Christmas Party
16. Sibu
17. Sibu
18. Sibu
19. Sibu
20. Sibu
21. Sibu
22. Cycling at certain area of KCH
23. Cycling Part II
24. Santubong
25. Santubong
26. Santubong //Camp
27. Camp
28. -
29. -
30. -
31. Church year-end dinner//Count Down

BC Paper

I'm not suppose to worry and I don't worry at first. Slowly I was tortured by this anxiety that I might wrote out of topic for my BC paper.

Thinking back, the very reason I take Chinese regardless the fact that my Chinese sucks  is because of the pride of a Chinese. We all got saluted by the inviligator. Well, it's obvious that we all know the risk but the spirit of taking Chinese within is burning vigorously (I wonder).

This time's Chinese paper is super hard or I should say it's always hard for me but at least I have the essay part to save my life during normal school exam. But this time, all the questions of the BC essay are super hard and I barely think of a point to write. That's the reason I stared at the paper for half an hour without moving my hand. I was thinking of passing a blank paper up but I don't want to fail this subject. In terms of vocabulary, I did better than my normal exam. In terms of points and coherency, I have no idea what was I writing at all. I just have this feel that I was writing empty stuff and this thinking keep rotating in my mind and took away my happy spirit. I think I'm just going to expect a D or C for my Chinese. Oh no!

I don't expect for excellent but just don't out of topic. Please...

Art

Well, things went pretty well! =)

The funniest thing was that the inviligator really prepared hair drier! Listening to the sound of the hair drier drying the water colour drawing made me laugh because we were like talking for fun regard the hair drier stuff before exam. Kueh Khong even "tok tok tok" the table from the beginning till the end. It's kind of annoying! haha...

Thank God!
Thanks to my art tuition teacher's guidance.
Thanks to Puan Liaw's last minute teaching.

This is my draft before exam...well, it's kinda similar with the actual one.

My hand

This morning at church, my dad received the phone call from the art teacher saying that the art lesson have to be earlier to this afternoon 2pm. I was like what the...I have badminton with my friends. So I refused to go and scolded the teacher at the same time. Well, we did informed the teacher that we wont be free tomorrow (all of us) and she agreed to have the lesson on monday morning. So, what's her purpose if she changed to sunday afternoon when she already knew we can't.

I really feel bad to put people aeroplane. You wouldn't know how bad it feels like unless you had that experience. So, I insisted not to go for art lesson although the exam is on tomorrow. My dad was fine with my decision when I said I'll draw it at home tonight but my mom, she was quite angry with me for I chose badminton over learning for art.

I did try to draw. But everything went so wrong. The colours especially. I couldn't mix out nice colours like what i did in the previous two drawings. I drew 5 and threw 5. I tried to console myself by telling that the paper I have tonight is lower quality than the one I had in tuition. So, my mom came in and nagged again when she saw my frustrated expression. Well, I do slightly regret for not going back to the art lesson. Oh my, the Art paper is just a matter of tomorrow!

God, control my hand

Inscrutable

You stretched your hand touching my head

Melted my heart, heated my face

Like a child, I surrender into your shoulder

Closing my eyes, listening to your breathing

Wish that this moment can stay forever

For my heart, you had stolen it

Your smile, your wink brighten my world

Monopolized my heart, ruling my soul

Like a puppet, you manipulate my move

Dancing elegantly and gracefully under your fingers

Believing that you are my puppeteer forever

For my mind, you had fully occupied

Your love, it was only the facade I saw

You fooled me, you stabbed me

Your acting ably, far more outstanding than Oscar awarders

Lied me with inveracity actions and prevarication

To win gratification and falsity desire

For my eyes, you blinded with your hands

Every night you creep into my dream

Make me cry, make me crazy

Like a playback machine, reminding me the past

Every pictures add another pain to my heart 

Denying the truth that was set in front

For the moment I realized, even the evil you I couldn't resist

Now you know

This year birthday is kinda special. Well, it fall on public holiday but in between SPM exam. My mom went KL for some course and my sister went Shang Hai for her education stuff. So, only left me and the two guys. Well, guys don't really have fancy ideas in celebrating birthday. Which means no birthday cake, no going out, no presents and so on. But these two guys are super. 

Maggie Mee prepared by my Brother.

Then my dad cooked lunch. Well, they both can cook well. They are like the chef when my mom isn't around. I'm too lazy to cook but don't doubt my skill. =P

Bro's fancy ability = 20%

Dad's fancy ability = 20%

From grace obviously. Haha...She gave me the key chain that she received from church as a present but that's cute! haha

Grace is always the one who is so excited to make card for people during their birthday. 

Fancy ability = 90%

My sis, who is currently enjoying herself somewhere bought me NIKE shirt! haha...told you, girl has more fancy idea. LOVE her so much! 

Fancy ability = 85%

(Tomorrow is her birthday but I have no idea what to buy. My fancy pability = 50%)

Mom, I'm waiting for a present from you! haha...

Fancy ability = unknown

Regard Presents...

My very first present which is wrapped nicely. You know me. I'm super in love with chocolates! 

Coconut flavor my favourite! 

Nice birthday card! XD I also keep card nicely

The longer it is, the more I like.

A present that I had received but never realized. Thanks for the truth.
Each star is written with some words of memories inside.
A great reminder of our past.

Water Tumbler! blue again. haha! 

I look so handsome in that photo! haha...This is so creative by asking me to read with a special torch. 

Celebration at Starbucks!

Tze Syn and I.
Thanks for the treat.
I enjoyed my day!

Blueberry cheese cake, Chocochip, Latte, Tiramisu 

Tiramisu.
The powder above cause my throat to feel ichy. haha

Blurberry Cheese cake
Well, the cheese doesn't taste that sweet. More like pudding and that's nice. =)

Cappuccino Cheese cake
Bought this at Secret Recipe myself 

Regard my friends...

There are also times when I feel down and searching through the phone list but ended up clicking none.

I admit that, I do have a wide circle of friends. That's pretty amazing. Each and every year, I come to know new friends from any kind of sources like tuition, clubs, random chatting, facebook, blog and so on. It's my pleasure to get know with you all.

But having many friends isn't something to show off especially when you fail to take care of everyone equally. I remembered last year was a great struggle of friendship year but I ended up no longer that close with that friend. Quite a sad news. There are also friends that I seldom talk to or have nothing to talk to. Friends who I think that they are annoying. (sorry for that) There are also friends who sacrifice or see me as their best but I didn't take them as the same way. Friends who silently helped me but I know. I'm really sorry for what I had done to you all (if you feel that way) for my inability to be a nice friend. I will try my best to have a brand new start with you all.

This year, I started getting closer with my new gang namely Lilian, Shirley, Vivian and me. We are the often shoot by teachers' group for we can talk none stop in the class regard anything. There just seems to have no boundaries for our chatter. Maybe Vivian isn't as crazy as we three are. It's also because of them that I started watch Grey's Anatomy (super long series and I finally gave up). Sometimes, they failed to achieve my expectation as human are imperfect. Sometimes, I think that I still aren't that close with them. That feel might be still true until now but I seriously cherish all the moments happily with them. This is one of the gang that I feel comfortable to be in and not acting myself to be somebody. They taught me reality and future and mostly day dreaming! Ha! Thanks a lot. I hope, we remain as close as we are now.

As for my old gang, all the members are kinda like distance and forming their own new gang. For the girls, at least I feel like the distance has make our friendship grow stronger. But for the guys, although I'm still in the same school with them, we just rarely have conversation. Once in a while when they saw me, they will make fun of me. Said that I didn't want to bother sc3 students. HA! I never felt that way. Obviously, we just aren't that close as we used to be.

I also thank for those friends who bring me back to a real life of a Christian. Their constantly sharing, helping and encouragement have silently influenced my thought, my actions. Bring me back to the right path. I had been having a name of a Christian for past few years as in doing everything blindly with bother much. The definition of a Christian for me that time will be a person who goes to church every Sunday. It's them who started making me gaining interest to know more about complexity of Christianity which is sometimes very confusing. It's them who let me determine to pursuit the faith that I lost. Thank you!

Friendship might seems easy but it's always complicated when you really know the truth.



Regard past school life...

School life at first was boring. Then came to a stage where I'm super busy especially I got the president  post. Well, I love this post because loves organizing and running projects (ever considered project manager). This is where I got called BOSS. Koperasi is like my second most often place in school. I have a group of members who are so close with me. Things become easier to coordinate as we always work in a team and every works seem to be something fun. I spent all my time and effort building up the club yet all these seem to be like dirt in teachers' eyes. Who cares about the teacher's comments (I DO!).

After July, my life completely changed. At first, I couldn't get use with the change. Sooner, I fall in love with this change. It's like you don't have to worry anything but focus on enjoying life in school with friends. Freedom!



Regard relationship...

Big eyes and curious? Bad news! I'm still single and there's nothing much you can dig from me. Sometimes, seeing couple sitting together irritates me and I will eventually wondering when will I have this scene played in real life.
Finding a right person at the right moment is equally a hard deal. To avoid hurt, don't simply allow spaces for anyone. This is probably the reason I'm refusing people to get into my heart. Sometimes, I felt discourage and felt like I'm uncompetitive with other girls who has better criteria than what I have. But I always grateful for my outer appearance. Thank God for this nice figure you gave me! (you shall do the same. Not vain)
Well, things regard relationship shall never be in a rush. I agree with the quote quoted by Lilian (finally), "what is yours is yours" with the condition whereby one have to try. I believe God has a better plan in future but I don't restrict love before future mate too. If only you are mine.


Regard future...

There are few ways in looking future career.
First, a career that bring all the glamor and luxuries life.
Second, a career of your own interest and passion.
Third, a career that is destined by people.
Fourth, a career for God.

Perhaps I had told you that I wanted to become a doctor. It's only on my 17 that I realized that the very reason I wanted to become doctor is because of the high pay and you got admiration from people. It's doesn't really sounded like a concept that doctors should have and I hope everyone realize what they really enjoy in.

For me, I finally realized that I never actually like any of the proffesion side career. I'm more toward psychology, bakery (dessert), hotel management (manager of pullman), program manager and so on. But what can all these career guarantee? A life sleep at the roadside perhaps. It's only recently that I found out that I don't have to be rich but a moderate life with enjoyment will be more than enough. (Kinda have the old people's mindset).

Well, leave this to God. It's really hard for me to decide. I wish I can have more than one job. =)


Regard me...

Simple. If you know me then you know me

Didn't know that I ended up writing this long.