Pre-interview Shock

If I haven't tell you that I'll tremble when I am afraid...I'll tremble (even my jaw)
If I haven't tell you that my mind will become blank when I'm nervous...I'll become blank
If I haven't tell you how lousy my BM is...my BM sucks!

If I haven't tell you that I feel like chicken out...I wanna run away

My confidence is being greatly languished...
which side of me stand a chance to be awarded?