Don't Look Back

Life is just so, past is just like nothing more than unwanted pain and future that remain misery, not until the day you explore it. So, don't look back once you walked pass. Even if you wanted to, make sure you are strong enough to accept the foolish mistakes you made and be able to walk out of regret.

Seeing my friends getting scholarships offered to study local or overseas, and I got nothing but have to burden my parents to worry for the costly expenses needed for my degree years. It's the same feel that I'm having here again. Guilty. Heartbreaking. Yup, it served me right. If only if I wasn't that playful that time. If only if I wasn't that that lazy. If only....

[Too bad, life doesn't have a backspace to erase the past. ]

Think positively, current failure is like a warning letter for future. Reminding me to strive harder at any time instead of becoming a lazy bum. Not even shall I underestimate the foundation course exam that I am taking right now. And my next big target will be overseas loan. Arh...life is tough.

[Life permits changes in future]