Expecting hibernate to bring away pains
Reluctant to wake up to face the day
Because the moment I become conscious
Yesterday's memories will hunt me down
My eyes are still holding back the tears
My heart being torn and still aching
My energy being greatly drained away
A smile is harder to force out that I imagined
Every sad songs I played from my playlist
Were like singing out the hidden voice within
Broke me down and brought me to my knees
Resulting in the intractable emotions
I become exceptionally abnormal
Quiet, expressionless and day dreaming
Dying hair with bright brown in the midnight
And having ear phone plugged-in to drunk me
I am a good runner from troubles
But little did I know
Either hibernation or aestivation
There is a time of waking up
But just for the moment
I wish everything remains the same
Pretending that I wasn't thinking of anything
Assuming that hibernation can last through all seasons
Will be having my "off computer week"
Will be back again after my sem2 exam
Time flies... :)
Commit you sorrow to God.
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Praise the Lord
Andrew
Hmmm... Really extremely dislike this kind of feeling. It make you weak. But Don forget about our god. God is so lovely. Sometimes god will speak to us through our mind but sometime he will speak to you through the things that you like to spend a lot on it like FB. It sound unbelievable but that how great was our god. He will cheer you up and motivate you. He is everywhere and always ready to help you out. This is what I experienced when I was upset. So be strong. CHEER UP! *BAD ENGLISH SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND CORRECT ME*
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