I Offer My Life To You

J.O.Y. It could be the exact adjective to express myself for all these while that I have been missing. Well, it doesn't imply that I had a wonderful smooth life. There are things that hurt me, like the particular subject that I didn't score well. But when I try to see it from the other perspective, perhaps God is trying to remind me to step back and allow Him to step forward. For I have been living a life way too self-centered where everything is conquered by myself.

The J.O.Y that I meant to write today began from my journey of returning back to the old well-recognized place called home. Although my life back in there seems pretty lifeless with korean drama in a long queue as usual, I also spent my time hanging out with my old friends, make sure I'm still updated. The major gain from this return was few packages of chinese traditional herbs and some Malaysia can food prepared by my mom. Ha...it's definitely more than that. I had wonderful time listening to my friend's personal testimony, and again, she inspired me and reminded me the spirit that was once burning inside of me. I called this return a recharge!

There's a book that plays the metal role in forcing me to exit my slumberland and move out from my cozy warm blanket each morning. Obviously, that ain't any ordinary book, not just because it was given by my buddy but it brings me closer to Him each waking morning. As I read the book daily, it slowly guides me through the journey of finding out the divine purpose of life. I would like to have my book pass around so that all my friends can gain from it and my room mate was my first partner. Thank God for making her willing to spend some time on it.

Just today, I signed up myself for my church's ministry program. There was an ambiguous feeling at first with all kinds of worries pop into mind. Though worries has no solutions yet but I just want to offer myself so that I can help a little in His ministry. Will update on this when it begins. Do stay tune! ;)

"The glory of ministry is on the people through what they had transformed" and "Go for the depth not numbers". That were the two sentences that captured me in this morning's sermon. It reminds me of the focus I should have locked on while involving myself in any kind of ministry. I have came to know that, it's planting and caring that makes a seed grows into a towering tree, not just by scattering the seed.

There's a sentence that keep echoing in my ear,
because I'm GREATER!